Hope everyone stays safe tonight and has a happy new year.

My depression is back. Surprisingly it hasn't been here for four or five months. But now its back and stronger than ever.

Tired. Wore out.

Phone stuff finally situated. Damn Boost Mobile not processing the payment when recieved.

Hung out with DS and had a few drinks. And another when I got home. Lol bed now watching cartoons.

Can I take you to my therapist? He thinks I made you up.

We got here at noon and my aunt had left to get groceries. Its now almost 2. If she don't show up shortly....

Ok its technically Wednesday morning so I will say I had a blast with Jim and Brady yesterday.

Having a fun time at ICE at Gaylord Palms

Possibly spending the day with Jim and Brady. Here's to another funtastulous day.

I learn things watching tv with my dad. Like he jumped off the roof of a barn with an umbrella when he was a kid... Lol

Igor is gross beer on air with larry king - Brady's voice recognition texting

I love my new Seagate USB Hard Drive!

Wish i had a bed to sleep on. This couch is killing my back and side. <:L> Oh well. Had a great night otherwise. G'night all!

I don't know who the bitch that is. - Me

Brrrrr baby brrrrr Weather is freezing. Brrrr baby brrrr burn a fire now

Woke up this morning from a dream of Christmas, love, rehab, and dancing. Odd one. Wish I could've finished this one.

I only have one wish for xmas. Better circumstances and opportunities. Need to get busy living.

Chilling with brady

"I love his voice at present. I am at st francis for saturday night." - Brady's voice recognition text on his Android

Cuddled up in my electric blanket. Smells stale from being stored away but feels awesome!

I'm in lots of pain from my ribs. I can't fall asleep at all. When I start to doze I have nightmare images and thoughts. Fun

Beuatiful Sky

Making some life changes. I've already had success in some areas but giant failures in others so far. Coincidence? No lol

Leslie Nielsen has passed away. He will be surely missed. For one final time - we never called you Shirley.

Dad got tired of sitting

Made me giggle

Made me laugh

Dad got tired of standing and then made me giggle.

I can't believe that I haven't gotten sleepy yet even though ive been up since 8am

Happy Thanksgiving!

Omg! BURLESQUE! CHER IS GOD IN HEELS!

Its Chertime!

One hour til Cher!!

Midnight Cher Bitches

Lol girl were gonna go fag out to some midnight cher

Carry on my wayward son. There'll be peace when you are done.

I'm having a bad night. First I watched a Without a Trace episode that dealt with helping terminally ill patients and assisted suicide. Now watching The Big C. Why am I putting myself through this?

Not sleepy.... Ugh

Theres ditches, bitches! - Jim

Sitting around waiting for Dustin to get here. Then waiting for Brady, Jim, or Jamie to call.

It's been a while...

I've been trying to keep myself super busy to make sure my mind doesn't snap. I've had some good times with Brady, Jamie, Jim, and Rio. It was also lots of fun to spend time with Bobby the other night.

Sitting around wondering what to watch after the toons end on FOX

Just saw the preview for this week's Glee. So amazing! I cannot wait.

Sundays are boring days. May walk to the cemetary again. Probably won't. I feel lazy... And slightly hungry.

Had good Subway with Jamie and Brady earlier. Now grabbin some TV shows to watch later.

Insomnia and sadness are a bad combination.

Watchimg Poker After Dark...

So much fun the past two weeks have been. Probably going for a walk in a bit. Hate sitting around.

Today feels weird.

Once again thank everyone for the kind thoughts and prayers. My mother suffered for so long and now will be without the pain.

Thank you to everyone who has prayed or offered support. This has been a rough time and friendships have made it easier.

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Leaving for the airport. I hate flying.

My cold is slightly better. Cough is actually productive, but I have lost my voice. It doesn't hurt, its just not there. I can't wait to finish all the packing and moving so I can plan how to go see mom!!!

Happy pride people. Gettin out of for a while.

Still sick. Can't pack until I get more storage containers. Need to get over this cold ASAP.

Why does so much have to happen when I'm sick

Enjoyed yesterday with Jim and Brady. Need to take a full day to rest my cold I think. It seems to be getting worse.

The witch is back!

Just me

Laying back with my new glasses

Tiny hat

Brady

Can't sleep. Might get 3 hours if I'm lucky.

Cant sleep

So tired

I pray that each day is easier and that the conversations over the next two days.

*sigh*

in 48 hours my world has been turned upside down and back around, then tilted halfway, now thrown in the garbage. Yeah. Fun times.

now DO NOT DISTURB: Glee ♥

I have so many scenarios playing out in my head. I meed a sign or some guidance becauae none of them are "good"

Can't get my mind to rest

Got so much on my mind. My ulcers are acting up.

I have had one draining day. Everyone please pray for my mom.

Mom is in the hospital. So need prayers.

Woo havin fun at the Tiki Bar lol

*in soothing tone* "Hello, and welcome to another edition of Midnight Q. Tonight we're gonna enjoy the smooth jazz of Charles Mingus. Norman Mailer's here to read an excerpt from his latest book. And we also have a girl from Omaha hiding a banana. We'll find out where. Giggity giggity.... Giggity goo. Stick around"

Quick Photoshop Edit

Got bored.

Long day. Long week.

7 Of 8 Houses. We did good.

We've 3 houses so far

Going through Hades first.

Halloween Horror Nights

Le preview

The past 8 days have been really good. Today marks the downfall of it.

Watching Will & Grace

Four hours of sleep and wide awake. Lol

The cowardly lion

Elderly

Me

Wig time

Horrud

Hmmm

My dog just followed me into the bathroom and while I did what I needed she waited by the tub. I think she is going to get a bath bwahahahah

But the wheels of fate had started to turn and for me there was no way out. And it wasn't very long 'til I knew exactly what my Mama'd been talkin' about. I knew what I had to do and I made myself this solemn vow, that I's gonna be a lady someday though I didn't know when or how. But I couldn't see spending the rest of my life with my head hung down in shame.You know I might have been born just plain white trash, but Fancy was my name!

Sassy!

Sitting around bored... what should I do?? I took a nap early so I'm not sleepy lol

story...

well until I get a laptop no more writing my short story. I get so into it and I just can't keep it up lol my back hurts lol

Totally pooped. Fun day!

wow exhausted check it out http://bit.ly/adventureslol

Playdoh fun

Erin being silly

Silly

Erin picking her witch nose

Being a worrier is what I do best. The motel is under new management again. Which makes me stressed over what this person will be like. Whether or not this will be stable for us. Pray for us. Peace Love Unity Respect

http://bit.ly/September11th

my headache is back. :(

Its gonna be one of them days....

Geoff Washington lol

found this old pic of Geoff with a rag on his head. Always made me laugh.

so much on my mind

It's hard to think sometimes.

I need a job badly.
My brother and I need a more stable place to live.
We both need to be able to drive too.

Problems arise:
I have already put application at distances I can walk to without being drenched in sweat.
The car keeps on dying and needs power steering fluid I believe.
Mom is sick badly.
Dad is sick but in denial.

I wish I could find a way for us all to sit down and talk.
I feel like I'm 10 anytime I talk with Dad.
He makes me feel like I shit when we do talk.
I want to say to him that if he could help me get my license, working wouldn't be a problem. Because I could apply for jobs that I can't walk to.
I want to say to him, that it would be easier for all of us if he could move to Clermont in a place thats big enough for him, Brian, and me.

I want to say so much, but anytime he starts in about things I sit silently, agreeing with him, and crying.

I want to be with mom during her cancer treatments, but I also need to start my life. I am nearly 30. With my family's health history, I'm lucky if I have another 30 years. I sit, depressed, and I cry. I cry for hours on end, because I have no clue what I can do.

Peace
Love
Unity
Respect

Tired. Couldnt sleep. Feel weird.

Enjoying the night air.

Ugh pain sucks. But makes me know I'm alive.

Watching "Children's Hospital" ... I love Megan Mulally

Sleeep... Wish i had a better comforter... Need good cuddle sleep

FUN TIME

Went to Jenny and Jay's tonight with Katie. Had some cookies, had some chips, had some beer.
We played some Monopoly.
Put on some Fairy wings.
Watched some SNL on DVD.
All in all a fun evening.

Peace
Love
Unity
Respect

Fun with Katie jenny and jay.

Fairy tell

Jenny and me

waiting

Sitting around waiting for whatever we are actually doing tonight. Gonna finish my sammich I think. O.O .... o.o .... ~-~ ..... :-D

Starbucks

Miss Katie

She got it

Its her pumpkin spice

I gotta be fed!!

Going to pick up some groceries with the Katestirz! Wish I had about 20 more bucks cause I need a pair of shoes, might have to put that off for a new pair of glasses. :(

pfftt

Had a bit of a cold when I got up today, must have just been allergies
because its almost gone now. Should've went with Katie shopping and
lunch since it didn't last long. Oh well Dustin may stop by in a bit
and then tonight going with Katie to Jenny's. Tomorrow possibly church
in the morning.

He steals your socks

Be careful

My futures so bright

I gotta wear shades

Why am I hungry? *sigh*

Finished all the laundry now headed out with Jamie.

Need sleeeeep

Ever have one of those blah weeks where nothing bad happened but you feel as if it did

Lots on my mind. Both extremely important and mildly important.

I see the want to in your eyes. - Conway Twitty

I could totally use the biggest Big Gulp right now.

Hmmmm

Why do women think I pluck my eyebrows?

Profile pic?

Maybe...

can't sleep :(

and the best drama is .... Mad Men... I guess I have to watch lol

and Outstanding Comedy is ..... MODERN FAMILY!!! SHOCKER!! WANTED GLEE BUT HAPPY ANYWAY!!!

SHUT UP FALLON!!! I'M TIRED OF YOUR SINGING AND YOU LAUGHING AT YOUR NOT FUNNY JOKES! grrrr lol

okay my emmy watching has ended. I've gotten bored, I'll pay attention again during the last parts lol

Ricky Gervais is funny as sin. And YAY for The Daily Show!

Totally wish Wanda or Maher got the variety Emmy. And nice to hear someone say something good about Jay! (tony awards guys)

okay... yeah ... this Tribute with Fallon singing. He's not as funny as he thinks he is.

The Drama categories are boring to me. I only watch one show. SVU lol

Love Hargitay and Meloni! I guess I need to start watching Mad Men, everyone talks about it lol

ok all of these Farewell Oprah commercials are making me sad :( shes been on TV all my liife. She is such a part of who am I. She was my babysitter after school. :( I will totally watch the final season.

No Emmy for Lea but Falco got it...

Ok LOVED the Modern Family skit

Ok another Glee miss. But Parsons is hillarious.

So happy for Jane Lynch!

Sad for Colfer :( but happy for Stonestreet

NOW FOR THE EMMYS!

So.... NPH boots Matt Morrison off the mic... thats a little rude. lol

Watching the red carpet... seeing the Glee cast makes me want to watch it. Hope they win it all!

EMMYS TONIGHT!

Do not expect me to be online during the show! But totally will be texting updates during! lol So if you don't want info don't look at my stuff till after you watch!

At Joy MCC. Needing some joy.

Vote

Or else....

Met some local candidates today. Totally loving Eunice Garbutt and Lee Johnson.

Girly man...

Or stoner....

I hate standing by while possibly bad things are happening. But who knows why the people are arguing loudly.

Sexy?

Not sexy... boring... possibly silly

Late nite pic

Need a shave lol

PS I Love You is a really good movie!

I want to watch "Neverending Story"

Sitting here watching King of the Hill. I can never just sleep.

Breakfast at Burger King

I said I think I ate there this morning with you

Going to try to sleep.

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...

Damn right. Its better than yours.

Hopping in the shower. I have had a bad week. Just want bad times to be over.

Hmmm

Florida can be pretty

Kind of want the rain to back off. Roads are real slick.

Good morning interwebz!! Even though its almost noon! :D Hope today goes well!

Bored

....

Hopefully I can sleep.

At T~Flats yesterday

Got a haircut today

So tired really i am. If u need to reach me call or text

Praying nothing goes wrong with everything.

no AC really sucks.... REALLY sucks... Its like 90 in here at 5:40am!!!

Its yeah

Look at Sassy

And back to me lol

Good Morning World!!!

"I tell you, love your enemies. Help and give without expecting a return. You'll never—I promise—regret it. Live out this God-created identity the way our Father lives toward us, generously and graciously, even when we're at our worst. Our Father is kind; you be kind." - Luke 6:35 - 36

The Wicker Man is putting me to sleep.

Watching a movie. Going to lay down.

Sooo tired. But I have to get groceries soon.

So yeah

Been a long time since I actually posted something that wasn't a part of a FB status or Tweet. So here it goes.

This year so far has been particularly stressful.
Dad found out he has some health problems, for the most part he is ignoring it.
Mom finished her radiation and chemo. But the cancer grew again and she's back on chemo.

Had some fun times with Brady, Katie, Jamie, Jenny, and Jim.

Life has been okay, but with all the stress I sometimes wish I had someone to make it easier. Someone to lay with at night. Someone to make life happier.

Peace
Love
Unity
Respect

Me and #rady's head and wig lol

Going to see Katie and David. Brian will have my cell.

sitting around, couldn't sleep at all last night. back is aching and so are eyes. but my body and mind stay awake!! GRRRR

Ugh frustration... Grrrr

Finally laying down

Got phone paid now to the dr with dad

Headed to pay phone bill and go with my dad to his dr appointment.

Couldn't sleep

Got such a headache

Waiting on the bug man. Hope he gets here early.

My beer... Mmmm