Playdoh fun

Erin being silly

Silly

Erin picking her witch nose

Being a worrier is what I do best. The motel is under new management again. Which makes me stressed over what this person will be like. Whether or not this will be stable for us. Pray for us. Peace Love Unity Respect

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my headache is back. :(

Its gonna be one of them days....

Geoff Washington lol

found this old pic of Geoff with a rag on his head. Always made me laugh.

so much on my mind

It's hard to think sometimes.

I need a job badly.
My brother and I need a more stable place to live.
We both need to be able to drive too.

Problems arise:
I have already put application at distances I can walk to without being drenched in sweat.
The car keeps on dying and needs power steering fluid I believe.
Mom is sick badly.
Dad is sick but in denial.

I wish I could find a way for us all to sit down and talk.
I feel like I'm 10 anytime I talk with Dad.
He makes me feel like I shit when we do talk.
I want to say to him that if he could help me get my license, working wouldn't be a problem. Because I could apply for jobs that I can't walk to.
I want to say to him, that it would be easier for all of us if he could move to Clermont in a place thats big enough for him, Brian, and me.

I want to say so much, but anytime he starts in about things I sit silently, agreeing with him, and crying.

I want to be with mom during her cancer treatments, but I also need to start my life. I am nearly 30. With my family's health history, I'm lucky if I have another 30 years. I sit, depressed, and I cry. I cry for hours on end, because I have no clue what I can do.

Peace
Love
Unity
Respect

Tired. Couldnt sleep. Feel weird.

Enjoying the night air.

Ugh pain sucks. But makes me know I'm alive.

Watching "Children's Hospital" ... I love Megan Mulally

Sleeep... Wish i had a better comforter... Need good cuddle sleep

FUN TIME

Went to Jenny and Jay's tonight with Katie. Had some cookies, had some chips, had some beer.
We played some Monopoly.
Put on some Fairy wings.
Watched some SNL on DVD.
All in all a fun evening.

Peace
Love
Unity
Respect